Sunday, August 14, 2011
Did I see God? I was on LSD (Acid) which should be legal!?
First I need to tell you the background. I used to be addicted to heroin from like 16 to about 20. I was introduced to many different drugs and it was easier to stick to heroin till it became a problem. When I was 20 I did a hit of acid that changed my life. The very next day I gave myself naltrexone hydrochloride which precipitates the withdrawal symptoms. It was the most painful experience in my life but saves me time as I get over withdrawals quicker. I never touched heroin again. For the next five years I did about 3 trips of acid a year (feels like enough) and it showed me things. Showed me with a God like perspective how the world works. I learnt the guitar in a matter of months and am now a good guitarist. Recently I saw something that was indescribable in words that showed me the universe. I didn't know what it was. A few months later I see the same pattern on art work. I found out it was called a mandala and that Buddhist monks use it to meditate as it takes them back to that state of consciousness where they see the mandala at the twelfth level of enlightenment. I have heard Jim Morrison say in one of his concerts, "Have you seen the Mandala? Have you seen God?" It showed me the cyclic nature of the universe. And that in death there would be rebirth. Everything happens in cycles governed by karma. From a global perspective I understood that this system keeps trying to take a hold on peoples' lives which ends in rebellion then the system rises again and rebellion again. The same goes for dominance of the es. Men constantly keep women down and when the world needs them they come forward and save the world from man. Our problems of over population has happened before as ancient advanced civilisations existed that had to face the ice age and near extinction. Our ancestors were the survivors of these civilisations that were tered around the globe and had to resort to barbaric times after the ice age. I understood other things that are too many to type. I understood what Jesus meant by saying that a church divided is no church at all. I understood that Darwin was inaccurate and that evolution does go on but natural selection is not all there is. Evolution leads for us to adapt. We did evolve intelligently from single cell organisms. No mutations were random. Depending on the environment life was present. Dinosaurs existed in a world with high methane and swamp gases. We could not survive there. The lack of methane probably killed them when the world went to it mammalian phase. Every mutation that drives evolution is intelligent and useful for survival and that intelligent design is everywhere in the universe. Life can exist anywhere and the whole universe is conscious through experience in life.
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